So glad this week is over. It's been a tough one. This is the first time since
I have moved to Texas that I have wondered if I made the right decision.
Picking up and moving away from a state where you have lived and worked
and made friends and going to another state and starting over is not easy.
Even if the move is a good one in many ways, it' not without doubts.
I am happy with my new house and my garden, but a house is not
everything. I miss my Mom. I miss friends I left behind in Idaho.
I have been able to live with this and work on building a new life
here in Texas until this past week. Something happened that made
me loose faith in others and crushed my spirit. I won't go into the
details. They are best left unsaid.
Yet it has left me thinking ~ what do I do to recover from the heartache of
this past week? I don't want to brood around and make my husband
miserable. I also know that it never helps to sweep emotions under the
rug and pretend that they don't exist.
It's been difficult for me to focus on my writing this week, so although
I have continued to write this blog, I have not worked on my books.
Mostly all I have wanted to do is to cuddle on the sofa with Bentley
and watch old movies. But that's hiding isn't it?
Maybe I should finish up the paining the furniture in Mom's old room.
There still is a lot to finish here.
I look forward to a brighter and a happier day tomorrow.
Thanks for listening. Have a wonderful weekend.
Big Texas Hugs,
Susan and Bentley