I have been fooling myself recently into thinking that my sadness and
mourning has vanished, but it has not. My days are up and down now.
I truly felt that the worst of the mourning period for my Mom had passed,
and it had. But the loss of my Aunt has been a real struggle now too.
So much of my enthusiasm and joy for life has been buried in grief.
The last time I spoke with my Aunt we discussed my upcoming visit. A
visit that I had planned for this month. We were both excited about
seeing one another. Spending time with each other. But of course that
was never meant to be because her death was so sudden, so unexpected.
I am sure that my blogging will be sporadic for a while. I don't want to
be crying on your shoulders all the time. I am focusing on a project that
will give my days a new direction. When I am ready, I will share that
with you. Until then, I plan to spend more time reading your blogs and
hoping that your thoughts and projects will once again inspire me to
be entertaining too.
Big Texas Hugs,
Susan and Bentley